Month: February 2025

Healing Exposes Creativity

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Walking in the fresh snow Bart is walking faster then I am able. This gives me the ability to see the foot patterns in the fresh 4 inches of snow left by Bart and Charlie.

Later we switch to walking in the street’s tire tracks making it easier to walk.

This cross tire tracks catch my attention and I stop to take a picture.

Checking to see if cropping  the picture improves it or not? What do you think?

 

 

The screenshots at the bottom looked better on my phone. The colors pop and just look beautiful.

This game has shown me how I think color and pattern and my husband thinks numbers. Every once and a while they will have the exact same pattern only flipped and I will wonder why being upside down would be so much harder.

The answer came from Bart. He sees they increased the numbers explaining the reason it is harder.

What does all this have to do with healing? Spending most of my life protecting myself from life, all my creativity was shut down. As I am being set free from protecting myself my brain is opening up to the creativity I was born with.

GOD IS SO VERY GOOD!

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The Power of Scripture

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Being Washed and Renewed in The Water of The Word

Yesterday we were listening to a sermon talking about The Power of Scripture in our lives when I turn to Bart and say,

“You wouldn’t want to be around me if I haven’t spend time with God, would you?”

Laughing he replies, “No way!”

I start to really learn this years ago about 1995, when we leave a small town and move to a big city. We do find a church to join. They ask me to teach music for Vacation Bible School.  The only way I know how is with a tape recorder and Amy Grant music. I am very nervous helping out for my very first time.

During a break I grab my Bible, walk outside, and sit on the steps to read a chapter in the Old Testament. I read about kings and don’t understand much but it is time with God.

When I go back inside and start to work with kids, everyone is able to tell something has changed! They want to know,

“What happened? You are so calm and peaceful?”

I said, “All I did was open my Bible and read a chapter out of the Old Testament!”

That was the first time I knew other people could see a difference in me by just reading my Bible.

Around the same time I ask Bart to watch Michelle who was one or maybe two. I NEED to spend time with God, I don’t want to be around me.

After an hour, Bart calls down the stairs, “Are you done yet? I want to watch sports.”

“No! I need more time!”

“OK, don’t worry.”

A few years ago in the 2020’s, my troubled soul wakes me and doesn’t allow me return to sleep.  So I drag myself out of bed on a cold night to spend time with God until I am at Peace!

I quickly learn it’s better to spend time with God before bed.

Does anyone have any thoughts?

Does anyone think I’m crazy?

Does anyone else know the calming peace of spending time in God’s Word?

What I Know is,

When I write  all my worries and cares in my journal

and spend time in His Word,

Peace fills my soul and Joy Bubbles up inside me.

God Bless you.

GOD IS SO VERY GOOD!

 

Exposing My Greed

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Today, God is explaining what went on two years ago!

Sitting in church paralyzed by fear of what others might think if I dig in my purse for an offering.

Sunday, January 1, 2023, God covers me in His Glory asking, “Do you realize the power of giving on the first day of the year?”

“Yes, I do!”

“Give the $100 bill you received as a Christmas gift.”

I am looking in my journal where I put it and cannot find it!

Then God suggests, “You have a $1oo in your wallet for food, use that!”

Sitting there frozen. I cannot move.

Why can’t I grab it? I’ve done this before?

Too fast the offering plate arrives and I put in my normal $1 and The Glory of God lifts off of me and I want to scramble to obey, but the moment is gone and I know it!

I don’t understand why I didn’t obey?

What difference does it make giving the one in my wallet for food or the one set aside as a gift?

God is exposing my greed, my need to protect MY food money. I am not trusting Him to provide for the food I need.

I know it comes from the choices my biological dad made which cause us to live in deep poverty.

LORD JESUS only You can set me free from my fear of not having enough!

Do What You Only You Can Do! Set me free!

It is interesting how we can Trust God with everything but keep one little area we don’t really know if we can trust Him with it yet?

Has anyone had a similar experience with God?

Have you ever asked God for answers about a situation and expected an answer?

God has answered some of my questions immediately and one question took 40 years for Him to give me a “Yes!” as I was eating breakfast in 2020. I knew exactly what the question was He was answering.

God Bless each and everyone who reads my stories. I hope and pray they help people realize God wants to be involved in every part of our lives to grow us into Christlike people!

GOD IS GOOD!