Learning Trust

God Says, “Be anxious for nothing!”

I learn this blessing in 1997.

Moving from a town of 30,000 where my husband walks home for lunch, to a city with an hour transit each way brings anxiety filled changes.

Reaching our new city we hear the radio announce the city’s achievement of passing the goal of a million people, and we witness three accidents before we reach our new neighborhood! Fear becomes my constant companion especially when I need to drive.

Playing with my daughter outside, I notice each evening vehicles drive down the road, into a garage, which swallows up all the proof that people live here.

Finally, I find friends through MOPS. Collecting phone numbers, I call every number talking about fears and frustrations daily.

I often call back and ask, “Have I told you this?”

My friends didn’t stay friends long.

One day, I hear Joyce Meyer preach how she learns to give all her worries to God. She finds Peace and become board as anxious thoughts leave.

As I start to do this, the worry phone calls diminish and my mind is not as busy. This is not a successful only journey, but with each step in the direction of giving away worry, life becomes more enjoyable. Philippians 4:6-8

Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God.

When I spend time in prayer and praise (above)

I receive (below)!

And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, shall guard you hearts and minds in Christ Jesus.

I am successful at one point and notice Peace fill my soul. I wonder what am I suppose to think about if I am not worried or anxious? The answer:

Finally, brethren, 

         whatever is true,

                 whatever is honorable,

                         whatever is right,

                                  whatever is pure,

                                        whatever is lovely,

                                               whatever is of good repute,

                                                        if there is any excellence,

and                                                            if anything worthy of praise,

                                                                              let your mind dwell on these things.

                                                                  GOD IS SO VERY GOOD!

God Blessings

Some days feel like everything goes wrong even when  trying to do right.

Today seemed to be telling me that I messed up, so what do I do?

Talk to God and ask for guidance!

Today, my plans are not  important! Take care of my husband. First, make a good breakfast to help the day go well.

Second, run while the sun is up. Cold returned so I layer up.

My muscles are not ready to run!

BUT GOD GAVE ME  A BEAUTIFUL SUNSET TO SAY,

“I STILL LOVE YOU!”

GOD SO IS VERY GOOD!

Goodbye Defeated Thinking

Spending 5 hours on a one page document and it fails!

What did I do wrong? Why isn’t it working?

Thoughts of defeat fill my mind. Discouraging words escape my mouth. Fear and complaints fill my soul.

After a good walk, God reminds me to Believe!

He says, “Change your words! Speak life! Speak words of encouragement!”

It is amazing how a WALK and CHOOSING to change my words improve my day!

GOD IS SO VERY GOOD!

Loss and Gain

Facebook memories show my last 7 mile run in January 2020!

Then COVID shuts everything down.

The shutdown slows my running but, Dad dying destroys it.

I remember weight dropping off in 2020 from muscle loss.

Ten years of muscle building, disappear.

My miracle of being able to run begins, Christmas 2011.

It starts with running six blocks, walking the streets, huffing  and puffing, turning around, and returning home. Every day it takes an hour to prepare my mind, remembering pain with each step.

In 2022, I start running one mile a day, but my strength isn’t returning! After a year of frustration I remember the lessons God taught me in 2013; I need to run at least 2 miles daily.

In 2013, God teaches me to run 2 miles. Waiting until the painful first half mile is done, He gives me a picture of the gas station, prompting me to run 2 miles even if I need to walk some. He does this for 30 days, a miracle.

Running two miles daily becomes a game changer. It strengthens my core muscles more than anything. (This is a scoliosis thing with my 12 inch rod in my spine.)

Today, running 3 miles feels good!  Healing is coming!

GOD IS SO VERY GOOD!