God sent me to clean up what has already been done.
My goal for today was to wake up early and work in the flower garden. There is so much to do and not much sunlight, warmth, or dry weather to keep working.
I try to get all the roots but there are many little pieces of dead looking roots that come alive!
My desire is to clean up the mess that is thick with grass, but God obviously wants me to go after the small bits of grass roots to really clean the area
Arriving at the edge of the garden that butts up against the driveway I find it has become a 10 lane highway for the roots to travel! Some of the roots actually dig into the concrete!
God works in us is do a big clean up feeling like everything is new and good.
After a while He starts doing some detailed work that goes after a precise root that needs to come out to bring more freedom. It may take many passes to finish and keep it maintained.
My whole life I have overcooked meat until it is dry more often than not.
God is showing me is a memory of the 8 of us on the run in a house with a cathedral ceiling and an huge open space with a fireplace and a kitchen. We kids sleep upstairs in one room all 6 children on the floor in separate sleeping bags.
Something in that house was not cooked well or maybe it was the eggnog but I remember being very sick from something we ate and being questioned about who made the mess?
I have been set free from this before but it seems to have returned and I have a ham to figure out how to moisten it so we can eat it. 
The fear might have returned after reading a book about a missionary who got trichinosis from wild hogs. She almost died but it leg to the natives learning to cook the meat well.
Hopefully, this root is pulled for good and there is nothing to regrow. We will see. Moist meat is more enjoyable to eat.