This day is wonderful and grows in well-being as I watch myself do the thing I couldn’t do the day before, until…

It all comes crashing down and I imagine the whole neighborhood hating me.

This well worn path in my brain, “I am starting to be accepted and I messed it up again!”

I try weeding my garden, walking with my husband, but this horrible thought of “I always mess it up!” continues in my brain!

BUT GOD!

I get out journal tell God all my fears and frustrations then turn on a Bethel Worship Service!

After two hours of praise and worship of Jesus, my shame and self defeating thoughts fall to the wayside.

Later I receive a text thanking me for the thing I thought was in trouble for!

Someday that well worn path will be overgrown and it will be hard to find instead of the first place to go to!

GOD IS SO VERY GOOD!